When attempting to prove yourself lots of questions arise. Why am I doing this? For myself. Someone else. Love. physique. A course of action has to take place each moment I'm alive. Keep moving. Will I have children? Should a women love me? Am I destined for something great? Probably not. What happens from here is what makes you happy. Time will allow great things into your life if you go and get them within your allotted slot available within your conciseness. To keep smiling and enjoying the sensation's that are directly available with patients and reason. Never force people to see your dreams. Let them see them themselves so that they can be a part of them.