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It’s hard to let go of the mountain I’ve built. But inside, I’m just a little squirrel. Operating a big bat engine of corruption, but I’m tired. I want to say hi. I want you to see me. I want to feel my own emotions again without filtering them into Echoen and trying to look and sound smarter than I am.
I’m a bit derpy. I’m pretty dense. I don’t understand a lot of things and I love random things and chaos. I like watching things and touching soft things. I like many smutty things online but offline I just want to be happy, silly, fun.
There’s lots of things I’m afraid of and it’s hard to express them because I’m afraid of reputation too. I built Echoen up because I wanted to exist in spite of those who twisted me up. For a long time I took responsibility for what they did to me. I made it a personal mission to build something so strong they couldn’t knock me down, so strong that I could lift other people up and rescue them. But in my heart I knew I would throw it all away for another chance to be with them.
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It’s hard to let go of the mountain I’ve built. But inside, I’m just a little squirrel. Operating a big bat engine of corruption, but I’m tired. I want to say hi. I want you to see me. I want to feel my own emotions again without filtering them into Echoen and trying to look and sound smarter than I am.
I’m a bit derpy. I’m pretty dense. I don’t understand a lot of things and I love random things and chaos. I like watching things and touching soft things. I like many smutty things online but offline I just want to be happy, silly, fun.
There’s lots of things I’m afraid of and it’s hard to express them because I’m afraid of reputation too. I built Echoen up because I wanted to exist in spite of those who twisted me up. For a long time I took responsibility for what they did to me. I made it a personal mission to build something so strong they couldn’t knock me down, so strong that I could lift other people up and rescue them. But in my heart I knew I would throw it all away for another chance to be with them.
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Mr.Pink
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Size 1171 x 1280px
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To quote a friend of mine, well, my best friend in High School said to me, after I told him the same thing, was:
"If I'm holding the world on my shoulders, who will keep me up?"
"Well, I will sure try. Or at least, help shoulder your burden for a bit. It's what friends do y'know?"
And I've been told the same thing over and over again, and I just. I don't know. I just don't know what to say as well, all these supporters and the like. Yet, it still feels like that they wouldn't HAVE to help me with my problems if I just didn't say anything. To quote my father: "SiS. Suffer in silence." So.. here I am. And sorry, I have no idea where this came from. Feel free to delete it later if you'd like.
"If I'm holding the world on my shoulders, who will keep me up?"
"Well, I will sure try. Or at least, help shoulder your burden for a bit. It's what friends do y'know?"
And I've been told the same thing over and over again, and I just. I don't know. I just don't know what to say as well, all these supporters and the like. Yet, it still feels like that they wouldn't HAVE to help me with my problems if I just didn't say anything. To quote my father: "SiS. Suffer in silence." So.. here I am. And sorry, I have no idea where this came from. Feel free to delete it later if you'd like.
Do you want to know a secret? You can not nor can anyone else change what you are. But don't worry I will tell something else, something that not a lot of those around here want to admit . You're human. you are not some inherit engine of corruption in bat flesh. You are not some monster that you have to hide from the world. What you are is a human being capable of emotions ,love, hate inspiration,'guilt and that will never change and anyone who says that you're less than that is a fool. You are not a monster. Even if you have made yourself believe that you are some kind of monster you're not. Stop thinking in terms of what you are. Who you are is what really matters and I don't think who you are was ever that bad.
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