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*PLEASE READ* Uhm... Hi, everyone. It's me. Balros. [pt 1]
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Recently, I attended Further Confusion 2017 with a close friend and her mistress and master. I had an amazing time but at the very end of the con, I had a breakdown. One I’ve needed for many years.
Echoen is not me. I am not Echoen. Echoen is hedonism. Shi is how I wish the world was. Shi is my artificial strength. Shi protected me but cannot do so any longer. Shi lifted me up, protected me, protected others, but now, shi is narcissism. Egotism. Sure, shi may be inspiring, and I cannot count the number of people I have truly helped survive suicidal thoughts and find their inner selves because of hir.
But the pride has its price, and for the first time ever, I collapsed into someone else’s arms instead of my own. I did not prop myself back up. I let someone else tell me it was OK to lie down for a while.
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Recently, I attended Further Confusion 2017 with a close friend and her mistress and master. I had an amazing time but at the very end of the con, I had a breakdown. One I’ve needed for many years.
Echoen is not me. I am not Echoen. Echoen is hedonism. Shi is how I wish the world was. Shi is my artificial strength. Shi protected me but cannot do so any longer. Shi lifted me up, protected me, protected others, but now, shi is narcissism. Egotism. Sure, shi may be inspiring, and I cannot count the number of people I have truly helped survive suicidal thoughts and find their inner selves because of hir.
But the pride has its price, and for the first time ever, I collapsed into someone else’s arms instead of my own. I did not prop myself back up. I let someone else tell me it was OK to lie down for a while.
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Mr.Pink
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you know you could've always come to me my dear. and going forward from this point you still can. you are one of the few people i count among my closest friends. you've helped me get through my issues and i've always tried to show my gratitude as best i can. i know that you know i've always been in your corner and even did my best to help you reconcile from some previous painful drama... you know which thing.
i wonder though the origin of this character... that story you got me from milkjunkie ages ago which i recently posted had a squirrel character named balros which fit this picture right here rather well. right down to that little vest.. but i thought that was just a one off squirrel character.. i had no idea it was so close to your... well... you.
gonna be a tad bit of an adjustment though naturally to think of you as anything other than my favorite batty goddess considering how many years i've known you now. force of habit when addressing someone you've known forever is hard to break.
but no matter what the future holds for you, and whatever name you choose to go by, we will always be friends and you can always trust in me as i trust in you.
i wonder though the origin of this character... that story you got me from milkjunkie ages ago which i recently posted had a squirrel character named balros which fit this picture right here rather well. right down to that little vest.. but i thought that was just a one off squirrel character.. i had no idea it was so close to your... well... you.
gonna be a tad bit of an adjustment though naturally to think of you as anything other than my favorite batty goddess considering how many years i've known you now. force of habit when addressing someone you've known forever is hard to break.
but no matter what the future holds for you, and whatever name you choose to go by, we will always be friends and you can always trust in me as i trust in you.
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