I never wanted to feel like someone's problem. I just sort of..developed that belief over time. Its the way someone stares at me, or how they respond to me. They're usually so..unhappy with me. So I'll laugh and act like none of it is bothering me, and when I'm alone once more I'll rub my temples and wonder what is so wrong with me? What damage is there? I think some days that I shouldn't smile at people or give it my all. Then I laugh at the idea, how insane that is because it's me we're talking about..then..then I'll shudder and dab away the wetness in my eyes. Oh..just can't let them in..can't let them in..

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