These past few years (from 2024-2025) have been tough, filled with sadness, disappointment, anxiety and a lack of motivation to do something I enjoyed. But it hasn't all been negative; some positive things have happened and I've learned a lot. Among the positive things were that I've met new friends (either online or irl), I finished high school (with a diploma and a high school party), I got into university (after 8 months of preparation) and I'm also learning or creating my new drawing style. While it's clear that I haven't pursued my own goals these past few years, mainly because I've been very busy with my personal life, I'm still proud of the things I've accomplished, as I mentioned before. I've also been reflecting on my progress, analyzing my own mistakes, and especially the goals I've set for myself over the years.
Although most of them won't come to fruition. And that's the problem.
I set myself a goal that I want to achieve, only to end up not achieving it. Because I can see that I was too desperate to fix things or force them to happen, without having a genuine goal I wanted to accomplish. I'm not saying setting goals is wrong, but rather how you execute them without reaching burnout. And that's what has plagued me these past years: promises that have never been kept, demotivation, and making excuses about not fulfilling certain promises. That said, I can say that I needed more time, more time to mature, in order to have a precise goal. And after years of inactivity, the time has come. No more excuses and no more being trapped in a bubble because I'm going to break that rule.
Because I already have a goal I want to achieve but if I don't achieve it, I'll find a way to achieve it without making excuses. It is my goal and my destiny. I would like to continue talking about this topic regarding my return, but I don't want to get ahead of myself, and it will be explained in more detail in a post that is currently in progress. But I can say that this year things are going to be different, especially because I'm starting a new page of a book. And I'm learning from the mistakes I've made over the years so that they don't happen again.
In short, from my perspective, there will be many challenges along the way, but these challenges aren't impossible because I can overcome them, and I hope that this year I can achieve my goals in the future.
Well, I have nothing more to say. If you've read this far, thank you so much for giving me another chance; I'll try not to waste it. This year will undoubtedly be full of surprises. And most importantly, thank you for supporting my old drawings.
Okay, that's all for now. I wish you a Happy New Year 2026, even though it's a bit late, better late than never. I hope you enjoy my content, which is gradually being added. Take care and thanks for your support.