Um. Dead account is dead. Find me elsewhere and I'm not telling where either.

Awaken, child.
Fear no more, slumber is waiting.
Take walks among the decrepit towns from which you abode.
Take in the life around you.
Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out.
Know that you are but a humble observer in a world of confused people.
Know that people are no longer good to each other,
people are just not good.
Breath in,
Realize that the very same breath you take in is taking your breath away,
breath out,
Smoke encapsulates your very being, stained fingers remind you of where your priorities lie.
coy,
calm,
focused,
awake.

Aware that people will miss you when your gone,
but not when your around.
Burden, leech, stupid kid,
In a world where people are no longer good.

A lot of the popular artists on this site are very elitist and authoritarian in nature, and will not let you have a disagreement with them, unless it's on their terms. If not, you are blocked, or swarmed by their fanbases. You cannot speak out against the mob, or you will end up being blocked by pretty much everyone lol. I have been blocked by so many fucking people, for what amounts to me just having a disagreement. I admit I was a bit more vitriolic in nature in my youth, I still can kind of be an asshole. But I like to push buttons, even as a young kid I was always pushing peoples buttons, but I do it in good fun. I don't hate anyone here, I think that goes without saying. Like I don't have hate for anyone, but I find peoples actions on here, to me personally, can get distasteful at times. I know I try to act superior, but to the contrary, the people I usually tend to debate have the same holier than thou attitude too. There is gonna be a point, where I finally open up to what's really going on in my life, and I think it's going cause a lot of mixed feelings within the community, and the people who have me blocked are going to either not give a shit, or feel pretty damn bad they decided to sort of see me as this big troll when I'm really not. I'm just... very complicated.

How quick this community is to judge one for being different. When you yourselves are possibly the cringiest people irl.

I see you there. You mock me with a silver spoon in your mouth.
I see many things around my field of view.
Nats, spiders, roaches...
I see into the crevice of human nature.
I live on a plane you cannot achieve or even try to immitate.
You see me too.
Fascination, obsession, nat.
Like a fly on the wall, I watch you too.
Waiting for your every move.
Where are you going... are you just to stay inside my home
I'm going out, we will see each other again.

Thousands of pictures, "friends," and memories just gone. In an instant, no warning, no nothing. Just completely terminated. I had been post blocked many times before, so I thought that was what the issue was. But no they said I was phishing or a victim of phishing, and that I needed to prove my identity. So I did everything they asked, and it still wouldn't let me in. It said that it could no longer process a payment... if that makes any sense lol. Anyways, I was posting a lot more edgier, baity stuff, and I think thats why I'm gone. Not sure, positive, because on trying to prove who I am they asked me to delete a ton of shit I posted.

There is a clear bias against me, I see it now. I have seen it for a good while now. I face quite a bit of discrimination for being me. For my skin color. I'm getting quite tired of it. I don't know how much longer I'll be here either, as I already have a few strikes, but I'm not just gonna stay silent. I'm white, but I am being discriminated against daily, and not just for my skin, for my autism, for my political stances, and it really does make you wonder. If I am feeling discrimination, hell I'm living it, and people you associate with say I cannot face it, as I am a cis white male. That I cannot experience poverty, that I cannot face discrimination. Im sorry, but you are a facist. You are a terrible person. Your ideology is just as toxic as a white supremacist, you are a racist. One day, these types are going to realize how much that they are exactly what they hate, and I just hope you can deal with the guilt and the burden it causes without killing yourselfs.

Im gonna admit, I'm absolutely pissed off. I didn't expect to be banned today, and I use facebook a lot so this comes off as extremely unfair, and I dont have a large enough voice to get my account back, and appeals mean absolutely nothing. I did about 20 of them. So since I don't have facebook now, I'm gonna be shitposting here a hell of a lot more often. As I am so sick and tired of the status quo, there are a bunch of genuinely racist individuals within the fandom, touting as arbitures of tolerance and acceptance, and I have straight had enough. I'll be calm, I'll be civil, but you are definitely gonna see a lot more of my antics here. Trust me lol

But fuck if you don't think i'm a good person. Get the fuck out of here boy. Get your wanna be MrMetocunt ass out of here and stop making fun of the mentally ill. You create a problem, a toxic culture among us, we aren't bad imdividuals, we are just cringe. We are all nameless cringe lords and the more you mock the stronger our influence is on culture, and I don't know about you, but I'd like this side of the net to stay hidden to normies. As knowledge of this side of the internet only causes people to pick up torches. So please bear, back out of this cesspool. Leave, and dont return. Unless you want to come at me because I'm rightfully calling you out, and I know you will read this. Either way, I'll be following your every move here.

I am a survivor of multiple suicide attempts, many that landed me in the hospital, I'm not trying to brag about it either. What I'm trying to say here is, I have been in the farthest pits of life so many times, completely willing to die, and not being a pussy about it either. Like actually trying to not wake up, and the fact I stand here with you today is really only by mere luck and will on my part. I have become such a strong individual because of all the trauma I have been through, and I'm not about to just sit and wallow in self defeating mindset. I see a lot of it in the fandom, christ a lot of people I know here are the most self defeating people around. I'm gonna break the cycle, I think I already have. Some may see what I'm saying here as incoherent ramblings from someone who is on a downward spiral, but as I said in my previous journal, I have nowhere else to go but up at this point, and I'll make damn sure that I turn some heads before I'm dead and in the grave.

I honestly won't stop until I make a million bucks.

Reductio ad Hitlerum


Literally why the left and social justice narrative is bound to die.

All my life I've strived to be successful, and make a lot of money. A lot of that is still a dream, but god damn, it seems very close now with the investment opportunity that just fell at my feet today, maybe this year or the next, I may have achieved my first million. Yeah sounds like a bunch of bullshit, it does to me too. I almost can't believe it, but boi, you don't even know, and I don't think I fully understand it either.

I'm serious!

Poop backwards is Poop.