Hey everyone, been a while. As you all have read from the title I'm starting my first ever job soon, very soon. I should be happy then, moving on life with my job, earning my own money, what's not to like? I get all that but I can't help but feel extremely nervous, like a sort of jitters like it's all going pretty fast for me and I just feel a bit loss. Sure the pay is not that great nor is it really an impressive, not sure if I even wanted it in the first place but it's too late now. I've been assigned as a bagger for a local supermarket that's literally just a minutes drive from my home yet. I don't know really I can't really put my tongue on it actually cause there could be a variety of reasons. It's my first job so of course it'll be a big step, I'm nervous of messing up I mean who hasn't, I'm not sure if I'm going to like the job. I don't know where that came from. It's probably a bad time considering I went through. I don't feel like mentally prepared and such. Remember I am on the spectrum and anxiety usually gets to me alot. Heck I wasn't even the one who chose it in the first place, It was my parents who practically got the job for me. I just, I don't know.