They're gone now! I had thousands collected and it helped me keep track!

Hey everyone I hope you're doing well after new years and valentines hehe. But I'm here to ask something though, if you think it's a good idea or not. I....sorta had the idea and or thought of distancing myself not just from social media and such, but from the community as a whole. I of course have my reasons, some of which I'm not sure would be apt to discuss right now. But yeah, this has been something that came up recently in my head and well I wanted to ask your opinions in this sijce there's both pros and cons when it comes to a decision like this. Shoot I'll even admit to the fact that I've also considered deleting my Twitter account lol so there's that too.

That's right folks I'm turning 26! Oh god I'm old

Nevertheless I cannot thank you all enough for sticking with me through both my good and bad days. It really means alot to me

Sorry for the random question but I just wanted to ask since well...the voices(my thoughts) say so otherwise. Add to that some classic anxiety, depression, past trauma coming to haunt and well yeah.... I just want to know mostly because I keep thinking otherwise. I'm no saint either. I've done some things I'm not particularly proud of. (Nothing as bad as grooming god no) but still things long in my past that I'm trying my best to move on but simply can't. It's a struggle I've always been through and still affects me to this day, leaving me to doubt my own worth, my place in this community, let alone life, and so on. And so I ask this...Do you see me as a good person?...

For those who plan to add me on Discord, at least have the decency to message me first and your intentions with me. I'll be incredibly cautious and most likely hesitant when receiving it Already I feel like removing my username off my page due to this situation.

I saw a journal recently from a person I follow and lately they've been struggling being left on the streets and they're an incredibly talented individual. Unfortunately I'm a bit tight on money now but if you can all help even a little it would be much appreciated.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11136118/

Hey everyone, this a bit of an odd post but does anyone struggle to socialize? Like do you ever get anxious trying to open yourself up to more people waiting for them to approach but they don't, or try to join group chats only to be intimidated by the number of peoplr or don't have anything to contribute. Even then when you do try to speak it kind of feels like you go over people's heads like nothing. Then you think it's just better to be quiet and just hope for the best that they approach you first, rather than make the first move.

Merry Christmas everyone! I really hope that you all get to spend a wonderful time with your friends, family and loved ones. And that all goes well for years to come.

Oh yeah and a happy birthday to me! 25! Ah! I'm getting old!

Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate. I hope you enjoy your time with your family and loved ones. Especially with these trying time. OH and don't forget to eat plenty till you pass out haha!

Hey everyone good news! After the success of my first ever YCH I decided to open up some more slots for everyone! You know the drill, any vehicle of choice (including military) along with your OC/ Sona. Details and payment can be discussed in DMs/ Notes! I only plan to open up a few more slots though but I can possibly open up a few more as exceptions for some but yeah! If you're ever interested do let me know!

Hey everyone. I want to try something involving commissions and or ych art. It's my first time but I'm willing to open a YCH based on these drawings on the post linked below. Where you can choose your vehicle of choice along with your sona or OC. Pricing and details can be discussed in DMs. I don't plan to open many slots as it's my first time. Minimum I'll probably take 3 for now.

I only accept paypal (or ATH movil if you're a local) for now. I'll try my best to keep you all updated.


https://x.com/WandererAlexthe/statu.....95330994692163

I do apologize if it has scared some of you or offended you really but I don't intend to leave some of the wonderful friends I made here. But have thought of interacting with the overall community less and less. Reason I haven't done so is because I felt like I'm in way too deep with it and I wouldn't know who I am without it heh.

Basically I've been thinking about distancing myself or quitting the fandom really.

It's no longer the open, welcoming, loving, creative and kind community that I once knew or envisioned really...

I keep having trouble wondering if I still belong to this community when it keeps tearing itself apart. Everyday I see callout posts after callout posts on people that I know, people I am friends with and even people I looked up to, be exposed as absolutely terrible people and it left me feeling like I was a magnet for creeps, scumbags and more, causing me to lose my faith in humanity.
While I'm not perfect myself, as I was once the target due to mistakes I've made and such or the friends I have. Of course nothing bad like grooming or assault, god no!...But still, I had notable or well known members in this community, hell maybe people or members in a few servers you guys may or may not know block me, probably thinking of me as a creep or a terrible person. And maybe they're right, Often times I've been thinking about giving them what they want, to rid myself of this world...

Other than that though, I already feel like it's too late to be recognized as something else to be recognized as more than what you are, more than a fetish. After all, that's what you all know me for right? My fetish? Not my characters or drawings. I want to make more friends with talented artists and other sfw furries / members. I want to be part of other crowds but I doubt they'd even want to be near me if they find out about...this. all of this. About me. It's one of the reasons I'm scared of letting people close after all. It's too late for me after all, the damage is done is probably irreversible.

Please people be careful of this hack/scam going around lately where a user claims to have falsely reported you and what not. Don't trust it whatsoever. I already had two friends lose their accounts cause of this and I wouldn't want any of you going through the same thing.

Merry Christmas everyone I hope you're all having a wonderful special day today with your family and special ones in your life and that you all have the vest wishes and health for years to come!
Also I'm 24 now! Woo!

Well tomorrow is the day everyone. Christmas!! And also, MY BIRTHDAY TOO. But nonetheless I only hope that you're all having a wonderful Christmas eve or Christmas, depending on the time zone. Things have certainly gone rough lately for me, for better or worse, and I have had my moments of positivity too don't get me wrong too. Point is its been an exhausting year for me really but nevertheless I'm still standing. There have been moments where my mind has gone into dark places and I can only fear what would've happened if it weren't for the people in my life, the bonds I have made that have hopefully only grown stronger as time went on. The friends that I love and cherished for many days, months and oerhaps years and they're the reason I still keep going, that I still even dare to stand despite my own demons, my hatred, my sadness and so on..They're the reason I'm still here and I hope they continue to be the the reason I live for years. So...from the bottom of my heart to the people who took time oout of their day to follow me, to like me for who I am, to like what I have to offer...to love me like a friend...I thank you all. And here's towards the future and what it may hold.

Yep the title is what you think it is. I'm on blueksy! For those interested feel free to give me a follow! I intend to keep it light and small at least uploading rarely from time to time.

alexthewanderer12.bsky.social

I finally got my account back thanks to the support team at Epic games and let me tell you I feel so relieved right now! I feel genuinely happy but part of me is still afraid of it happening again cause remember this happened EVEN when I bad 2FA on.

Somebody just hacked into my account changing the email AND the password and honestly I'm scared.
I hope they respond to my request soon cause oh boy. I don't want to lose everything and I get so scared easily...I feel pathetic for panicking like this. First there's that sony getting hacked thing then this! I've always been a one account one guy type of person and I fear that if I lose them I have nothing and the idea of starting over from scratch terrifies me cause there's people and memories....stuff that I hold dearly and don't want to lose whatsoever

Hey everyone I hope you're all doing well. I wanted to all ask a rather odd question but still, what do you all see me as. An artist who draws whatever they like, whenever they like. A dude that's into gross fetishes way too much for his own good? A creep lurking around the net that needs to.be exile? A friend that's always a joy to chat with no matter what?
Anything really. Can be of your own words too cause I'm curious and well I wanted to do a few things and well I was afraid that would bring some harsh judgement or hopefully not feed a terrible reputation

Hey everyone been a minute since I posted here. I've been doing ok trying to get by like anyone else really heh. I did have my moments though mainly mental health a bit of drama and anxiety and such but eventually I try my best to pull myself together considering I have seeked professional help and well I have wonderful friends that I love and care for deeply. Moments still come and go like people blocking either for something I have done long ago or for no reason really but, I try my best to not let it get to me. I've been more active on twitter lately but even the. I think I should give that site a break considering how toxic it can be hehs ^^; Anyways I hope you're all alright, I missed you all^^

P.S if you want to stay in contact with me more feel free to add me on Discord! I only ask that you note me before adding so that I could know who you are haha.

I apologize for those who saw the vent journal I posted about almost an hour ago. I am currently in a rough plve mentally and well I could vent about it but I think we all know that won't help anyone really. I just don't know anymore really.

After years of battling against it for so long, masks,vaccines and all, I eventually lost the battle and well...I got it. I got COVID. I even took a test to prove it. Positive. Right now I don't feel all too great physically as I feel feverish, headache, body temperature and all. I only hope to get through this soon enough cause honestly I'm afraid. I'm nervous after all those cases turning worse and life threatening but I may just be exaggerating. Anxiety is a bastard sometimes after all. Still, I am young and will pull through.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! (I'm 23!) I just wanna take a moment to thank everyone who stuck with me in this absolutely crazy journey called life through my ups and many downs, it means alot that all of you were there for me. Again, thank you.

Hey everyone, sorry for the lack of posts and such, I've been more active on Twitter and Discord lately and well, alot has happened, but what matters is that I'm alright now. In other news, I'm going on a trip! Starting tomorrow I'll be on a 9 day trip with my mom over at Florida to spend Christmas there with family AND go to the well known parks that all of you may know hehe. I'm really hoping to have a good time as it's been so long since I flew after all. Not to mention MY BDAY IS ONE WEEK AWAY! Can you believe it! I'm turning 23! Man, how time flies. Still, I wish and hope all of you have a wonderful Christmas/ Holiday with your families/loved ones. Stay safe, love you all.