Last night my mate and I argued last night not even a fight. Lots of things are going on in both of our lives and it spilled out last night. In short our house has flooded twice and going to be completely gutted and our works are crazy right now and she messed up her shoulder from falling hard on the ice.

All day we have been apart and I cleaned the entire house and went to the store for more totes to put things away when the construction crews come in. I was still mad till someone asked me how did I know she was the one. I told them every moment we were together and even saving her life when she had cancer that took our babies from us.

I lost all that anger and just had all the feeling I did when I first spoke to her.

So tonight I have made dinner took care of all the pets. I am going to hypnotize her get her to relax deeply and talking out our stress.

Im not going to hope this will get better I'm going to make it better.