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Merry fuxmass 2018! '<'
7 years ago
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I'm officially one year older today and man is aging kind of scary X3
Thanks everyone for being there for me, liking my stuff and talking to me, it's been a busy last year for me irl but is has been one of the most fun years I've had in my life~<3!
Gonna get a bit emotional here and say some dumb stuff, so you can skip it if you wanna o<o
I have never been the social kind of person, I grew up with basically no real friends and I learned to be by myself, I never knew what people wanted of me or how to act with anyone and as I grew older my life seemed to lose direction and sense, eventually I got into a deep depression that lasted 3 years where everything I wanted was for the pain to just go away, whatever was necesary for it, I didn't really care at that point but I was too afraid to do something extreme.
One of the things that helped me to forget the pain, even if for just a little while, was to get into this comunity, I met people that slowly became my friends, I got some motivation and inspiration from the work of talented folks here to keep creating even if I never posted it, and after sometime and figuring some things out I was able to pic myself back up, I hold onto one little thing that made me happy and it eventually pulled me out of the hole I was into.
To be honest I had never had much to be looking up in life, I don't know what I want to do of myself and I just guide myself with little maybes that I think will make my life better in the long run, but at this point I don't really care, I'm glad I get to still be alive and to enjoy those little moments of real happiness, life will always be hard, but I'm greatfull that I can spend it with you all, you're wonderful people and I love you so, thank you very much~<3
Thank you all for being so wonderful, thanks to my friends for making my life worth it, and thanks to everyone that is kind and nice out there, you're all the best~<3 I hope you have a wonderful fuxmass day everyone~! *kisses and boobhats all of you* >w<
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In a little related news Imma try to get a b-day pic done to celebrate today, if I don't have it ready for the end of the day I'll try to finish it a soon as possible in the next few days~ <: 3
And in unrelted news I'm going to make a little account in the future to post all my gifts and comissions so I can share my little foxy with you all, mainly because I don't really post stuff in here and you seem interested in my foxy, I'll give ya something to look at soon~ <X3c
Toodles~<3!
Thanks everyone for being there for me, liking my stuff and talking to me, it's been a busy last year for me irl but is has been one of the most fun years I've had in my life~<3!
Gonna get a bit emotional here and say some dumb stuff, so you can skip it if you wanna o<o
I have never been the social kind of person, I grew up with basically no real friends and I learned to be by myself, I never knew what people wanted of me or how to act with anyone and as I grew older my life seemed to lose direction and sense, eventually I got into a deep depression that lasted 3 years where everything I wanted was for the pain to just go away, whatever was necesary for it, I didn't really care at that point but I was too afraid to do something extreme.
One of the things that helped me to forget the pain, even if for just a little while, was to get into this comunity, I met people that slowly became my friends, I got some motivation and inspiration from the work of talented folks here to keep creating even if I never posted it, and after sometime and figuring some things out I was able to pic myself back up, I hold onto one little thing that made me happy and it eventually pulled me out of the hole I was into.
To be honest I had never had much to be looking up in life, I don't know what I want to do of myself and I just guide myself with little maybes that I think will make my life better in the long run, but at this point I don't really care, I'm glad I get to still be alive and to enjoy those little moments of real happiness, life will always be hard, but I'm greatfull that I can spend it with you all, you're wonderful people and I love you so, thank you very much~<3
Thank you all for being so wonderful, thanks to my friends for making my life worth it, and thanks to everyone that is kind and nice out there, you're all the best~<3 I hope you have a wonderful fuxmass day everyone~! *kisses and boobhats all of you* >w<
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In a little related news Imma try to get a b-day pic done to celebrate today, if I don't have it ready for the end of the day I'll try to finish it a soon as possible in the next few days~ <: 3
And in unrelted news I'm going to make a little account in the future to post all my gifts and comissions so I can share my little foxy with you all, mainly because I don't really post stuff in here and you seem interested in my foxy, I'll give ya something to look at soon~ <X3c
Toodles~<3!
didn't pick up any notable signs of depression until the age of 12 , the occasion hiatus are some of the worst when it comes to favorite past-times
if it's okay with you ,i would like to be your friend as well
and sure, I may not talk much, but I try to be as friendly as possible~! X3
I know we haven't been talking as much as we'd like, but I always have fun just talking to ya. ;w; Especially when your foxy just gets busy with my foxy~ >w> XP
and sorry for being so out of contact, rl just getting in the way, but hopefully we can talk soon ^w^ and that's good but casual talk is fun too, you know? XDc
It's Fine, Plus sometimes it's hard to tell when you're actually on since your status is always set to invisible. ;w; Well, it was when I have talked to you a few times.
now for my gift '<' *grabs ya botty* owo