death
11 years ago
General
Yesterday, a friend of mine died. He was 25. I don't have the details and don't plan to share them when I do, but needless to say, he was young. All I know so far is that it was not drug or alcohol related and it was not suicide.
Interestingly enough, I am not sad about his death. In fact, I'm not even bothered. Death just isn't a big deal for me. And that is what bothers me. I see a lot of people that can barely handle grief and here I am, completely unaffected. Am I a bad person or just psychotic? The answer to that is probably "yes."
Anyways, I may be out of it and probably wont post or write for a bit. I wont promise anything because maybe I'll want to come to FA for a break and maybe writing will stir something up inside me, but for now I have no plans for either. So to all 4 of you that follow me, Sorry if you were looking forward to more stories. I have one currently finished, but I don't know if I'll post it.
Thanks,
BucKeTz
Interestingly enough, I am not sad about his death. In fact, I'm not even bothered. Death just isn't a big deal for me. And that is what bothers me. I see a lot of people that can barely handle grief and here I am, completely unaffected. Am I a bad person or just psychotic? The answer to that is probably "yes."
Anyways, I may be out of it and probably wont post or write for a bit. I wont promise anything because maybe I'll want to come to FA for a break and maybe writing will stir something up inside me, but for now I have no plans for either. So to all 4 of you that follow me, Sorry if you were looking forward to more stories. I have one currently finished, but I don't know if I'll post it.
Thanks,
BucKeTz
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