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12 years ago
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I don't get myself. I always get carried away when I talk to people but then I end up insulting or offending them. Why am I always like this? I am not good at speaking openly because I don't always catch what I say. The first thing I say will just get people to deject me as rude or weird. I can't even try to understand myself and my ways of communications. Nothing is simple when you have a social deficiency.
But I bet most of you will disregard this as a cry for attention or a sad excuse so I will just forgpt about trying to make friends if I will just continue to mindlessly insult and push everyone away.
Fro now on, I will just live in a life of solitude and be alone for the rest of my mistaken and miserable life. There is absolutely no hope for me left. Why bother talking to people? Why try and make friends?I'll just end up offending them without even realizing it. I will just give up on society as they have already given up on me. I will just mask a smile through the day and hope people will not notice my true feelings on the inside as I cry and die on the inside knowing that I will never be what everyone expects me to be.
But I bet most of you will disregard this as a cry for attention or a sad excuse so I will just forgpt about trying to make friends if I will just continue to mindlessly insult and push everyone away.
Fro now on, I will just live in a life of solitude and be alone for the rest of my mistaken and miserable life. There is absolutely no hope for me left. Why bother talking to people? Why try and make friends?I'll just end up offending them without even realizing it. I will just give up on society as they have already given up on me. I will just mask a smile through the day and hope people will not notice my true feelings on the inside as I cry and die on the inside knowing that I will never be what everyone expects me to be.
And honestly why are you trying to be what other people want you to be? Also pleasing everybody is literally impossible. You can't make every single person you know perfectly happy without lying to either yourself or to them. Now you can put on the mask and fake a smile all you want but there's going to be someone will notice and try to help and will keep bothering you until you either open up to them willingly or until you randomly scream it out. And that person may or may not give you good advice or they'll just listen to your problem and then think of a way to take you mind off it.
Just a few pieces of knowledge for you.