GAH!!

Im like...MEH T^T
So ...confused...feeling so lonely...I miss him. Im not supposed to..

I dont get it. I wish I knew...I dont understand what a break is too him...hes not mine, but...i still feel like he is..

-wipes at eyes- I keep dreaming about waking up to his face, keep thinking he's the one for me...but he obviously doesnt feel the same way for me..

This sucks...so much...I..dont want to deal with it.
GRR
Im getting irritated at myself...Getting irritated at everything.
Sad. Lonely. Confused. My heart is still longing for him..

I just dont get it. ... Last time my ex [does breaks mean were still broken up? So hes my ex? I dont know X_X]
last time we talked, it felt so normal...i called him baby. He called me baby. ... but hten i remeber were not together. I cant have him, he cant have me...and it hurts T_T

I want him to want me..i want him to want me as much as I want him T^T
-sighs-

good noet:
o.o;;; getting licked at o.o;;;; >.>"
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