I've been trying my hardest not to just say everything, but I really need to vent. I'm scared. For the past month, I've been dealing with what I assume is severe acid reflux. I don't have the ability to go to a doctor because of certain circumstances, so I'm trying my best to self medicate. I've changed my whole diet, started exercising, and have tried multiple medications. Yet, nothing seems to be working. It feels like it's never going away. I'm trying to mask away the fear, but I just really need to let it out real quick. My life this month had been constant chest burning or slight trouble breathing. I really don't wanna worry anyone, but I just really need to let this out.

It's luckily never gotten to a point of extreme pain, so I'm holding out hope I can get better. I'm gonna keep up the diet and exercise, try pills, and hope for thr best. Wish me luck. I really wanted to make a non fetish page at some point to share stories and non fetosh comms. Let's hope once I get better, I can. 🫂