Since November, things have been pretty rough. My Dad lost his leg, needing full time care and losing his job. My brother is trying his best with an online job as I'm trying to help with commissions. Now, my Pet's backlegs aren't working, and she'll probably need a lot of home care as she recovers.
Everything is happening so fast, and I was never taught anything like how to get jobs from parents. I've spent most of my life away from everyone and in my house for almost 2 decades. My Dad needs care, my pet needs care, and my autistic older brother is trying his best to keep evert together despite not being emotionally able to. I feel like I'm losing my mind, I want to pull my hair out and scream. I've tried my hardest to avoid being a burden to people, but I feel like I'm unable to stay afloat on top of the situation. I don't wanna lose our house.

I don't know whatll happen in future, but life is really hard right now. I wish I can truly explain how it feels to have everything flip so quickly without any room for error or to breathe. Life is miserable. I'm too poor to exist.