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2 months ago
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Ive been mostly silent for a long time and frankly I dont have anything to say but my own utter shame.
Life has been in the gutter for me for years. Ive been trying to get a new job since 2021 and the market or the gods seem to think otherwise. Even more so now with how our economy has been. So ive been stuck here in perpetuity feeding like a parasite off of my family and every single day I hate myself for it.
I want to be mad about it more and hope itll get better but it always gets worse and I dont know what I can but utter silence and a bit of nihilism.
I wanted to be productive to the world. I want to be able to help pay and see new people or get more art from artists I enjoy but now... im a fickle memory in their pages of work and I think its good that I fade away, fading away suits me.
Bit abrupt but what can you expect from a vapid wannabe writer.
Life has been in the gutter for me for years. Ive been trying to get a new job since 2021 and the market or the gods seem to think otherwise. Even more so now with how our economy has been. So ive been stuck here in perpetuity feeding like a parasite off of my family and every single day I hate myself for it.
I want to be mad about it more and hope itll get better but it always gets worse and I dont know what I can but utter silence and a bit of nihilism.
I wanted to be productive to the world. I want to be able to help pay and see new people or get more art from artists I enjoy but now... im a fickle memory in their pages of work and I think its good that I fade away, fading away suits me.
Bit abrupt but what can you expect from a vapid wannabe writer.
knigsonic
~knigsonic
Well, I know it means nothing from me cause I know you don't really like me anymore, but I do still hope you find something. I still say try and get a temp job, just do your best at wherever they put you, and hopefully that place hires you. It won't be pretty, but it's something.
dragonfriend1
~dragonfriend1
i hope things get better for you
