Since you  Gusta want to take such pitiful and petty personal thing to the light of others, given that this is a personal issue between us two and nobody but us two, then let's keep draggin this all over the mud then:

https://imgur.com/a/UjsqYYo

First of all, we never came close, I never came any closer to you the way I would've done with TheHyperMarc, JBGryph, Razor-The-Fox, RythTheYoshi, MoronRibbons, or any other people that I have talked to in multiple times, at times you know I made this clear, but, the same way I would've called them "friends", you have decided to latch onto this super hard, because you simply have nothing else outside your pc screen going on in your life, this is not me trying to insult you, you yourself have said it publicly, and have said it to me, the same way I, again, told you many times that I don't trust you.

Because of this, he grew increasingly clingy and dependant of me, in an unhealthy way. Unlike you, I'm not going to skip parts (and we'll get to that) and I am not going to deny that it was fueled by me giving you free drawings, you know, as a funny thing to do since it's the only thing I can do just well enough for other people on the internet as a small token of my gratitude.

You know, like the many drawings I've made for TheHyperMarc
https://x.com/RoamingDesmond/status.....21339847442433
https://i.imgur.com/i2ScuRZ.png

Or the dozen more drawings I've made for Razor-The-Fox
https://www.furaffinity.net/scraps/razor-the-fox/

Or the drawings I did for JBGryph.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55878118/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55878148/

None of them three paid me for those, I just wanted them done for them as a "thank you", and you don't see them getting super clingy about it, perhaps to the point of asking me to draw porn of your real self and my real self, you know, like how you did. Not like fursonas, no, like, a drawing of the real human person behind this account, and the person behind your account.
THIS is the reason I didn't want to have anything to do with you; at first, I grew distant, and I wanted to keep it professional, I still took your jobs, and I pretty much wanted to make sure they were up to standard and that you were satisfied with them, but I rarely wanted to discuss NSFW drawings topics with you outside these jobs, and I explicitly told you this, yet you insisted.

So off comes the donations, which, yes, just like you said, I'm very open of not wanting them, and I've told AD NAUSEAM that I don't want them, which is why it comes off as strange or at the very damn least ANNOYING that you kept persisting about this, and kept sending them and sending them, I told you if you kept this up and if you kept bringing it up I would block you, and so I did on twitter at the time, when you ignored that. I didn't block you on FA, or Bsky, or Newgrounds, or anywhere else, because twitter DMs were the most direct way for you to keep bothering me with this and rather than shut you down completely, I just wanted some space, so I still let you meander around in my other sites. It wasn't a matter of "blocking you out of the blue" and you NOW wanting to know "why". You WERE well aware of why I did it.

https://i.imgur.com/WO5WVgY.png

Conveniently enough, you didn't bring to light then the so many small paypal payments you've sent me throughout these 8 months with messages of all kinds, knowing that I WILL have to see them.

-https://i.imgur.com/PtDZVPl.png
-https://i.imgur.com/9V2Xew1.png
-https://i.imgur.com/UrMuUWX.png
-https://i.imgur.com/22PsjPt.png
-https://i.imgur.com/4ppKg2Y.png
-https://i.imgur.com/1XsZIpt.png
-https://i.imgur.com/yCO9phm.png
-https://i.imgur.com/DadMbUI.png
-https://i.imgur.com/cjXUzH4.png

Then, in a bad move from my part, I decided to be harsh for once and told you this
https://i.imgur.com/IgTKwbH.png

Which was a grave mistake from my part since you decided to cling to that, given that I gave you absolutely no other words to latch onto. So, months indeed passed by and I wanted to have nothing to do with you, and any sane person would've seen the writting on the wall and just moved on, not you though, because you insisted and insisted.

The phone number thing. Yes, I am aware you saw it because I KNEW I had it on display on Telegram, because that's the line I use for my jobs locally, and in a need to have people know my number in telegram, I had it displayed public. I don't care so much that you had it, but what you did with it: given with all that happened already, did you think the most sane thing to do was escalate it further, and instead of trying to bother me via internet, where I already wanted none from you, directly message me to my personal phone?

With that in mind, do you then believe that after what we've gone through, the most sane thing to do then is to send me a physical pacakge with no prior knowledge or agreement? I ask you, the reader, does that seems like normal human behaviour?

But, why then just stay at that? You wanted to bring this to light, Gusta? Why don't you then go ahead and tell them that you used my email to open a pornhub account in the past hours, why don't you go ahead and also tell everyone that you made a BetterHelp account with my email as well? I sure as shit know I didn't, because this happened well over early hours in the morning, while I was asleep, and both BetterHelp and pornhub stills requires me to verify my account, something you can't do since you don't have access to my gmail. And in that course, something I wouldn't do becauase I know BetterHelp is a TERRIBLE service for that matter, and like you, I wouldn't want to have anything to do with them.

-https://i.imgur.com/tleDYEp.png
-https://i.imgur.com/vgGbtEa.png
-https://i.imgur.com/vqsaDwX.png
-https://i.imgur.com/gh6VFvR.png
-https://i.imgur.com/cbD03m9.png

Better yet, why don't you tell everyone how you've given me a payment through paypal and then reported it as not getting the product, so I get flagged, being well aware that this is something people do to fuck other people over, because you know that this can potentially get my account frozen, leaving me with no source of income?

https://i.imgur.com/kIXOr3Z.png

Why don't you go ahead an tell them also how you are trying to guilt trip me for not deleting the Koda picture then? and from what can be implied, that I'm ok with an actual pedophile, instead of you, because that's what you're implying, right? You're no better than the asshats that wanted to put YOU in the same bag as koda for drawing something for him, when none of us knew at the time, and he wasn't outed as a pedophile. You know damn well that I do not support that kind of thing, but you want to be petty.

https://i.imgur.com/P4xqus5.png

I prioritized deleting all the drawings I made for you or that feature you from my gallery YESTERDAY because I was angry, and I wasn't thinking straight, and cleary in my mind at the moment I had no place to think about that thing, I will be taking it down now though, since you want to bring importance to that not because of concern, but in order to make me look bad.

Keep in mind people, this all has happened because I decied to grow distant on him, and ignore him, after telling him multiple times to leave me alone, over the fucking internet.

You want to be petty? Why don't you also tell everyone how you wanted to know my actual living location in Cali? why don't you tell everyone how have you gone through the official facebook and instagram pages of my university looking for photos that could even remotely feature me in the classrooms or the installations? why don't you tell everyone how have you found obscure projects of mine posted on random pages of the internet as college homework? Sure, those things are up to the public, and everyone can access to them, it's not that that matters, it's the fact that you've gotten out of your way to go to these extents to find things that aren't precissely easy to find. And then with all that I've said, I ask you again: Do you believe this is normal human behaviour?

The truth of the matter is, you are a stalker, and someone obsessed with me in more ways than one. You are a sick person, who simply cannot take no for an answer, again, you have nothing else going on your life, as you yourself have said it, at first, I genuienly wanted you to meet other people, to go outside and do something, get ANYTHING or ANYONE else in your life that didn't have to revolve around me, because if I were to disappear, then you would have nothing, and that made me feel bad for your, out of compassion.

But now I can't help but feel nothing for you, I don't wish you bad, I simply do not care. I just want you to leave me alone and let me be misserable in my goddamn filth, while I try to pull myself up through my own means. Get it through your thick skull: I do not want your help, I do not want your friendship, I do not want your trust, I do not want to have anything to do with you. I never loved you in the way your twisted mind may have tried to convince you of, I never trusted you, and now, I do not care about what happens to you, good or bad.

Meeting you, was a mistake.