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Last streams of the year and New Years Resolution
3 years ago
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Normally I wouldn't make a thing for new years but I feel like maybe I should just to see if I can somehow get them done by the end of the next year. If I could that would be nice but with how things are looking to end up this year concerning family, it's very likely 2023 is going to be pretty bad. I'm hoping that things don't go as bad as we're all thinking it will be so that 2023 can be just like any other year or at least a little better if I can get what I want in my resolution done.
But what are my resolutions? Well,
1. Getting an actual job that doesn't shaft me both in pay and work to do. Last one I had screwed me over on so many projects and the one I should've had screwed me over in a lot more ways that has caused me so many money problems it's not funny.
2. Get a new PC. This one should be one that's doable in a bit but it's definitely needed asap. I know my gpu is failing and I've already lost one case fan for cooling. If I can get the PC I'm trying to build then I should never have to actually upgrade for a good long while to allow me to stream and do whatever I want on it for years and years to come. I can still update the PC as time goes to make it faster or increase storage but with what I have set, it should do me fine for a while.
3. MOVE! I seriously want to move out. I want to be able to live with someone or someones that I don't have to worry about hiding from especially in the way of hiding who I actually am. Ideally I'd live with my "partner" but idk if that'll happen without us both giving it everything we have. The only problem with this is I can't drive or really cook so I'd definitely need help moving but also help with making things until I'm more confident doing it myself. Plus having someone able to teach me to drive (if I can with my vision x.x) would make things A LOT more easier on everyone.
4. Learn to drive if I can which was mentioned above.
5. Edit and post my story. I've been sitting on it and have talked about it in the past but I really need to actually get this all typed out, edited, and posted on the story account I made so long ago lol. At this point idc if it gets any attention or turns out to be good in anyone else's eyes. I just want to finally get it typed up and finish it as I've yet to even write the ending or anything close to it since I've been delaying it for years now.
6. Have some "fun". Not going to go into detail about it. Lets just say I want to have a lot of "fun" since I haven't actually had any x.x
7. Be more social online and stream more. I haven't really posted much on social media unless it involves something I'm into like mtg or genshin or streaming and I feel like I should post more but idk. I'm just going to try just like I'm going to try to stream more and if I have the new PC then I should be able to stream bigger, better, and more entertaining things or at the very least be able to provide a better stream experience.
8. Get more art especially for stream. I desperately want to get more art for my sona as well as work with someone or multiple someones to get my stream to look a lot less scuffed plus get emotes and badges finally going to give my viewers more for following and subbing to my reeing foxness.
9. Get to 1,000 followers and do a charity stream. I'm already at 650+ followers so hopefully getting to 1k won't be to hard and as a result along with having a job and a new PC, I can do a charity stream like I've been wanting to since I started streaming.
10. Lose some/manage my weight. While I haven't really been gaining weight, the weight I've been losing never seems to stay off. I partially believe it's all do to all the different stresses I've been under and am still under. Course the lack of me doing any exercise doesn't help either but both the stress and lack of exercise should be helped if I can move out or at the very least got a stable income to make a majority of my stress disappear.
And ya. That's about all I can think of as far as what I want to do for the next year. While I don't expect them all to happen, I do hope that they do cause it would make me feel a lot better both physically and mentally. Not only would I be able to have more fun and be more open with a few of these being accomplished but I'd have a lot less to worry about or get frustrated by as well.
As far as the last streams of the year go I'm going to try to schedule it out as such
Today: 9/10pm EST playing Fortnite
Tomorrow: 4pm EST I'm going to try to play F.I.S.T and 9/10PM play League of Legends unless it's the last stream I'm able to do
Now if I'm able to stream on the 31st it'll 100% be the last stream of the year for me. If that's the case I'll have to try playing what I will be for tomorrow nights stream if that had to be the last stream of the year. As for the time of that stream, I'm going to aim for a 4pm EST stream time as I think by 8pm I'd be getting picked up to go to a family new years party/gathering like I've done for a while now.
Hopefully I can do all the streams I want to do here and hopefully they all go pretty well. Honestly really looking forward to doing them and possibly having a lot of my resolutions come true/get done.
And
Hopefully you all have a great rest of your year and a great new years eve/new years :3
But what are my resolutions? Well,
1. Getting an actual job that doesn't shaft me both in pay and work to do. Last one I had screwed me over on so many projects and the one I should've had screwed me over in a lot more ways that has caused me so many money problems it's not funny.
2. Get a new PC. This one should be one that's doable in a bit but it's definitely needed asap. I know my gpu is failing and I've already lost one case fan for cooling. If I can get the PC I'm trying to build then I should never have to actually upgrade for a good long while to allow me to stream and do whatever I want on it for years and years to come. I can still update the PC as time goes to make it faster or increase storage but with what I have set, it should do me fine for a while.
3. MOVE! I seriously want to move out. I want to be able to live with someone or someones that I don't have to worry about hiding from especially in the way of hiding who I actually am. Ideally I'd live with my "partner" but idk if that'll happen without us both giving it everything we have. The only problem with this is I can't drive or really cook so I'd definitely need help moving but also help with making things until I'm more confident doing it myself. Plus having someone able to teach me to drive (if I can with my vision x.x) would make things A LOT more easier on everyone.
4. Learn to drive if I can which was mentioned above.
5. Edit and post my story. I've been sitting on it and have talked about it in the past but I really need to actually get this all typed out, edited, and posted on the story account I made so long ago lol. At this point idc if it gets any attention or turns out to be good in anyone else's eyes. I just want to finally get it typed up and finish it as I've yet to even write the ending or anything close to it since I've been delaying it for years now.
6. Have some "fun". Not going to go into detail about it. Lets just say I want to have a lot of "fun" since I haven't actually had any x.x
7. Be more social online and stream more. I haven't really posted much on social media unless it involves something I'm into like mtg or genshin or streaming and I feel like I should post more but idk. I'm just going to try just like I'm going to try to stream more and if I have the new PC then I should be able to stream bigger, better, and more entertaining things or at the very least be able to provide a better stream experience.
8. Get more art especially for stream. I desperately want to get more art for my sona as well as work with someone or multiple someones to get my stream to look a lot less scuffed plus get emotes and badges finally going to give my viewers more for following and subbing to my reeing foxness.
9. Get to 1,000 followers and do a charity stream. I'm already at 650+ followers so hopefully getting to 1k won't be to hard and as a result along with having a job and a new PC, I can do a charity stream like I've been wanting to since I started streaming.
10. Lose some/manage my weight. While I haven't really been gaining weight, the weight I've been losing never seems to stay off. I partially believe it's all do to all the different stresses I've been under and am still under. Course the lack of me doing any exercise doesn't help either but both the stress and lack of exercise should be helped if I can move out or at the very least got a stable income to make a majority of my stress disappear.
And ya. That's about all I can think of as far as what I want to do for the next year. While I don't expect them all to happen, I do hope that they do cause it would make me feel a lot better both physically and mentally. Not only would I be able to have more fun and be more open with a few of these being accomplished but I'd have a lot less to worry about or get frustrated by as well.
As far as the last streams of the year go I'm going to try to schedule it out as such
Today: 9/10pm EST playing Fortnite
Tomorrow: 4pm EST I'm going to try to play F.I.S.T and 9/10PM play League of Legends unless it's the last stream I'm able to do
Now if I'm able to stream on the 31st it'll 100% be the last stream of the year for me. If that's the case I'll have to try playing what I will be for tomorrow nights stream if that had to be the last stream of the year. As for the time of that stream, I'm going to aim for a 4pm EST stream time as I think by 8pm I'd be getting picked up to go to a family new years party/gathering like I've done for a while now.
Hopefully I can do all the streams I want to do here and hopefully they all go pretty well. Honestly really looking forward to doing them and possibly having a lot of my resolutions come true/get done.
And
Hopefully you all have a great rest of your year and a great new years eve/new years :3
