Unfortunately the past few weeks have been rather rough. I over pushed myself and now I have run out of motivation to work on stuff. I was pushing myself but formed an energy drink addiction as long as a vyvanse dependence where Id drink at least 1-2 energy drinks as well as my vyvanse which ended up being really bad for my heart and started developing chest pains and numbness in my left arm. so Ive been titraiting but the withdrawals have been horrible, ive been only able to stay awake for 10-11 hours for the day and just to tired to sit down and work for more than an hour. Im taking a few days off commissions to try and recoup my brain and hopefully feel a lot better mentally. luckily I haven't accepted any money for any future commissions in case things like this start to happen but if art progress is slow this is mainly the reason why. need to learn how to not tryhard with art and make the process feel more relaxing than it use to be.