yep, summer is over, but damn does it feel good! i love the feeling of fall and the transition to winter. sure i hate the cold, but the seasons bring so many good memories into my heart.

i have been living with my fiance for about two+ years now and one of fondest memories is during a time when my lover and i walked through town. it was during the night and all the shops were closed, but the christmas lights that were hung all around were lit and there was ice and snow everywhere. it felt cozy and almost unreal like something you would read in a book. as i stared at the scenery, for the first time in my life i felt like i was home. i felt like i belonged in this place unlike where i used to live back in new jersey. here i felt accepted and happy and as we made our way up a small staircase leading up to our friends apartment i looked out of the windows and loved how we could see town. our friend used to live above the shops, now he lives in his mom's house. not as nice, but in some ways this memory feels better than anything real.

i don't know why i felt like sharing that, but i stepped outside today and got a rush of good vibes ^.^

as for this picture, it's really nothing special. i did, though, need to put something happy up for a change seeing as i've put up nothing but depressed pictures sorry about that ^^;

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