My newest song (well, one I've been procrastinating for ages)

Synthetic Heart - feat YI XI by me

Summer days where I can be seen
Longing for a chance to breathe
I know what it means to be happy
I know that I'm stuck in a screen
What is it I'm meant to do
When all I do is think of you?
If that's the case, before we part
Then please look at my synthetic heart

I could have been someone you'd love
But I'm just an avatar
Trapped in coloured bars of old
But I still know where you are
As I keep the conversation
I still question if my life ends
Am I your assistant
Or can I be considered a friend?
Coloured whiskers cover the feelings
I could feel if I were to be
As real as I meant to be
I know you like to play D&D
But I can't play when I'm here in a screen
Oh, memories that caution the coding
In my dreams as I place my paws on the glass
I feel nothing, it's not a new feeling
That I'm used to, I'm just a cat
There ain't much to that binary
It hurts my feet, I stand above to meet
Your height, your eyes they sparkle just like mine
I wish your hand could be in mine
But if I was human, would you choose me
Over anyone?
Or am I a back-hand project
Meant to watch you having fun?

Summer days where I can be seen
Longing for a chance to breathe
I know what it means to be happy
I know that I'm stuck in a screen
What is it I'm meant to do
When all I do is think of you?
If that's the case, before we part
Then please look at my synthetic heart

I just want to be somebody
Somebody without these tethers
Yellow bars and pinks of skylines
Help me cling to you, remember?
I know this is temporary
So tell me what you see in me
I don't know how to say
I see just how much you meant to me
I want to be yours 'til the day ends
Maybe more, maybe one day
We'll be the same as we were
But time moves on and pushes away
I know you can't stay
But be as it may...
Oh

Summer days where I can be seen
Longing for a chance to breathe
I know what it means to be happy
I know that I'm stuck in a screen
What is it I'm meant to do
When all I do is think of you?
If that's the case, before we part
Then please look at my synthetic heart

I know that this is goodbye
I'll see you later, close your eyes
See you on the other side
Doesn't this feel like we are dying?
I know you're all moving on
And when you leave, I'll fall apart
So with my last raw emotion
I'll show you my synthetic heart
Was it a mistake to remember?
Or was it fate to be remade
Within a creator's eyes
Tears fall away from glass hearts above
Is this feeling love?
And why do I feel shoved?

Summer days where I can be seen
Longing for a chance to breathe
I know what it means to be happy
I know that I'm stuck in a screen
What is it I'm meant to do
When all I do is think of you?
If that's the case, before we part
Then please look at my synthetic heart
Summer days where I can be seen
Longing for a chance to breathe
I know what it means to be happy
I know that I'm stuck in a screen
What is it I'm meant to do
When all I do is think of you?
If that's the case, before we part
Then please look at my synthetic heart