These things happen Vic. Relax. Have another drink.
Alright.

I corrected your duplicate adjectives.
Well that's great. Big of you.

shuld i have another beer or nah

I can't tell you. Think Darth Sidious, lightning crackling forth. Sobriety is there if you will it, yet you have to choose.
Mr. Fox would bark yes. The blasted echo would ask this: can you live without it? I can't. Can you? Does the hurt overwhelm to the point where without it you'd face oblivion or is it just for fun?

i smoke weed to help keep my body alive uwu
It's like how my grandma needed to be on 26 different types of pills just to barely keep alive from the cancer

Understood.
My situation is nothing like that however without alcohol I would have ended my life a long time ago. Strangely enough I just opened another Foster's, people call it swill yet it does the job.
Sorrow for your grandmother. This world is so full of evil.

Bout' 26 bowls later n' now I'm just starting to feel how I did before this disease took over me.
Life's a bitch huh?

The acrid smell of crack cooking in burnt spoons, dead iguanas, bars on windows and ceramic clowns. The airless hush the world endures before the hit of a hurricane. It's like biting down on steel, a hardness that hurts and doesn't yield. So yes.
It's a bitch. I see her face every day. If I'm not drunk or asleep I'm not okay.

Wished you smoked the devils lettuce. Definitely would smoke you out uwu