Hey hey folks..

Today i want to present you something that is very private and close to me, something a little different yet it's something i feel i wish to finally share with the world...

I know this feels like the wrong place to do it.. but perhaps it will do some good, even here..

Warning: If you are here just for the smut, you don't care about emotional dance songs or wish to keep the image of me being a pervy big Incubus Prince that just makes 3D smut then perhaps skip this one! This video does not contain any nudity or other NSFW content, it's purely emotional music! You have been warned...

New smut will be uploaded soon, this is just a little added extra you can either enjoy this post and it's content or ignore. I will not blame you if you choose to skip this one.. it can get heavy.

If you are still here...

If you wish to hear my feeling and thoughts about Tifa through a song then allow me to show you through a music video i made. Music is a huge passion of me next to animating..

I have added simple animations to the video, simple little visuals i created to go with the song.. I added the lyrics in the video so it's easier to read!

If you are interested to learn more about my history and current love for Tifa then please read the following.. I will admit have been a little reluctant to share this one since it has nothing to do with smut or anything sexy and is very personal to me..

Before you judge me.. allow me to explain

about my love for Tifa.

In real life I am in a happy relationship of many many years and my partner is amazing, kind and supportive. They know, understand and even enjoy my love for Tifa! Heck.. our house is filled with Tifa collectables we both bought and like!

but.. i think everyone has moments where you struggle with your emotions, body or soul, seemingly for no reason at all. No one is at fault around you.. it just happens..

You cannot explain it. You feel like you can't share it with anyone.. yet you feel perhaps a bit blue.. a bit sad.. or just struggle with something. Maybe it's trauma from childhood.. maybe it's just having an emotional heart.. it doesn't matter..

What does matter is that in those moments.. i have found my light, starting when i was a child.. The amazing character: Tifa Lockhart!

I know it's silly to some of you but to me she's real in my heart. When things got tough as a young boy i always imagined her being proud of me, holding me, kissing my forehead and telling me everything would be alright. A motherly yet faithful loving character, strong yet shy... to me.. the ultimate love!

This all still exists now. I am someone who is happy and smiling most of the time these days, i am a talker and am proud to say i love making people happy and smile when i can! I find joy in little things, even my work as an artist!..

But if i'm up at night and struggle with something.. Tifa is there in my heart as my guide!

I know very well she's a video game character and she's "not real".. but to me.. that feeling.. her voice in my heart and soul, her voice inside me is more real then most other things in our world... I know that might sound dumb to some of you but to me it's a huge part of my life.. and it made my life better in every way!

I guess i'm trying to say that if you have something similar in your life know that you aren't weird for having it. It can totally be your personal secret, something you hold on to in the worst but also the best of times. A character, a doll, a song.. it could be anything!

But.. It should not replace things in your life though.. it should be a guide and an addition helping you to happiness and joy!

If this sound familiar then stay strong my friend and smile more.. the world might be a messed up place at times but if you can find something to smile about, even the smallest thing.. things are not as bad as you might think! There are people out there who will love you no matter what.. even if you have your own personal private rock to hold onto.. your light in the dark!

Now then..

Enough of my rambling,

Allow me to share my song with you.

This one is personal to me but consider it a love story i guess..

a story of someone who found peace..

i still have my tears at times, just like everyone else..

but i know i can still smile!

Thank you for reading and i hope you like the song. Know a bit of kindness can go a long way, even in the shadowy greasy corners of the world and the internet...

Don't take anything too serious that i create and put out there.. i'm just a simple guy living the best life i can, trying to entertain people and make them smile a little.



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From the bottom of my heart and soul.. All the love!

Thank you for your support!

Nayan Little