I am on a second season of daily therapy, which means I dig up my traumas daily and it's draining my energy a bit.

It also means that I spend half a day at a hospital, and then I come back home to work (at least try to focus a bit on it).

It also means, that my brain is not braining well enough. I know you guys are very patient and supportive, and I thank you for that, but you know, feel free to yell at me sometimes if I forget to reply to your messages or something. :'D

Also, I'll stop posting early access on Patreon, because I won't manage to post things twice (100% chance I'll forget to post half of the stuff I do), BUT Patrons will get timelapse videos (I'll probably merge a few in one video and post it once per month), so I guess it's a win 👁👁👁

EDIT because this post might have sounded depressed, but overall I'm quite good:
Even if it's exhausting, my focus and energy went through a window and I have had no time for myself for about 3 months, this therapy already helped me A LOT. After 5 years of taking meds, I'm finally successfully putting aside my main antidepressant and I'm feeling good so far, sooooo wish me luck :D I tamed my bpd quite well. 💅✨

So yeah, the horrors persist, but so do I.