often times i like to look an myself as a ship, the crew as my mental faculties, and the ocean and weather as life its self. if you never leave port you never discover something about yourself or about other people. sure life can have its storms, and the waves can make things chaotic. ive seen and went thru a lot and in my journeys. ive survived the storms that life has thrown at me. i learned that your inner demon (crew that dont agree with the Course of the plot) is still a part of u. sure u can fight your inner demon but ultimately its still you. so when u hurt this inner demon you hurt yourself. sure that part of you can be selfish and there are bad things that this side of you see and point out. but you decide what is important in your Journeys. the terrible waves and storms that can capsize you or the lessons and beauty you see on your voyage. bad things happen, tragedy strikes, friends distant themselves. good things can happen to. you get a new car, or your hard work pays off, what ever it may be its up to you what aspects you want to focus on. and think to yourself. when is it enough to just live. to go home safe or have a good life no matter what happens. that's a choice up to you. the things you cant control is not worth worrying about. just the things you can. those of u who read this i hope its what u needed to hear or you get it. i wish all of u a prosperase life full of happieness and peace.