more foundations of decay lyrics for hollyfang wooooo

at some point i became obsessed with the idea of hollyfang trying to kill himself. i do not know exactly when it came up but i keep revisiting it. at first it was just an idea i liked playing with/thinking about, but now i think i actually intend to make it happen. he's going to live, but i want to make this guy try and drown.

^very normal sentences to say

basically hollyfang is just. so pessimistic and very much the type to try and escape from situations. he started out by emotionally distancing himself, but eventually had to run away from the clans entirely to feel like he was escaping. and eventually that isnt enough either and he left his sister behind in windclan so he probably just didnt see any point in living anymore.

i dont have a concrete plan of him getting out of that, but he will. i like him too much to kill him in such an upsetting way.