This was very thoughtful of you baby... I know you say you're not good with words, but I guess in the case of poetry it's more the issue of representation of feelings than anything else that matters so much, yes? So much seems to be going on. I didn't realize you'd like that image so much, baby, if I understand it correctly it sounds like maybe you're looking over that last pencil image I did for you with a longing... I need to do more art for you, I think.

I'm sorry we're at such a distance for the moment, love. I'm afraid there's not too much I can do about that short of robbing ATM's or maybe hooking... *snofts*

*rubs her temples* I'm sorry, I'm a bit of a mess at the moment, but then again you know all about this and why, or at least most of one or t'other. .. so my reply here may not really reflect well upon the effort you've displayed here, love. I was actually considering a major overhaul of my pages on the way home last night to reflect a few things in my mind of late... Reading this gave me a bit of pause. Maybe I need more time to think, I dunno. *smirks, shrugs and kisses your neck* Maybe I'm thinking too much... I'ma wander mah way back to bed. *yawns* Hopefully the neighbors have finished hating each other and the pizza rolls can stop hating my stomach...

I guess you are right about poems. Just showing my emotions is one thing I'm sure I'm good at. But symbolism that I tried to use here is something I don't think I'm good at actually. But I'm happy that it made you think and that it touched you like I wanted it to. I do love you very much Ashley and I strive to show that to you.

I don't blame you for the distance, if anything I blame myself for it.

About your feelings honey do what you feel is right. I'll make sure to stand by you on this and do what I can to support you because I know how tough this situation is for you right now. If there is anything I can do for you please tell me as I do want to help. I'm now wondering though, what would have been on the major overhaul?