I hope these words are yours to see
Because they are what will set me free

I hate you N because you reminded me I could be forgotten many times before
I hate you M because you treated me with a closed door
I hate you A because you gave me hope to crush
and I hate you B because for you all I ever could be was a rush

I hate you all because you reminded me I was a human who could feel pain

And every god forsaken day I spent it in this never ending rain

And I wish I could forget you all because you were friends of mine

But you will always be a part of me, I promise never to let you shine.