This one didn't come out the way I wanted it to but oh well. Music is a learning process

This song is very venty so watch out

Lyrics:
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
i want to be seen as a person but
i dont see myself

in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
i want to be seen as a person but
i dont see myself


why does it matter if im not there?
why do people care? oh
i let everyone down
yet they won't let me give up on help

i won't give up
i can't give up
it'll hurt too many if i do
of course i won't
well yeah i won't
but it hurts to keep going like you

i have to be strong but who am i strong for?
me? her? them?
i try to be strong
i try to be strong

in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
i want to be seen as a person but
i dont see myself

in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
i want to be seen as a person but
i dont see myself


in the end i matter too much
in the end i'm forced to exist
but what i am is a machine
with too many bugs to fix

i don't want to be seen
i don't want to be heard
my life is a series of things
that are just too hard

i keep making accidents
i keep making mistakes
and i'll keep doing it
despite the rising stakes

in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
i want to be seen as a person but
i dont see myself

in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there
in my dreams i wake up and find i'm not there i am just not there