A gift that got me by surprise, drawn by  ElliotMalisis.
Thank you a lot...I really appreciate your attention to the details here plus your support.

One of the rare arts I have where shows more depth into my head, where...even though I try my best to stay positive, I often find myself like this...nowhere around, empty, quiet...feeling of not going anywhere, no matter what I do. Sometimes...I have friends that do their best to find me in this huge empty place to bring me back to the surface and keep trying to...live, basically.

I thank anyone who stays with me, no matter what I do, no matter what I say...I've been on the otherside many times, and I know how it's hard to help someone like me and it's not easy, requires a lot and...ugh I thank you all so much, so so much.