Thinking a lot lately about what it means to have a trans or gender-non-conforming body. What I actually WANT to be, versus what I just like the look of, and what is actually related to my internal sense of gender, versus what is commonly gendered in society but not necessarily for me... On top of that, my brother just got top surgery done, though I had drawn this beforehand and only just now got around to posting it... and my thoughts on all that for myself get even more complicated.