i really like the canvas-like texture on this.

aa thank you nnmnjn

i think that plus the abstract nature of the piece really gives something to the piece. It reminds me of numbness, or feeling apathetic towards things,,,, not seeing the little things. It all looks like one big blur of confusing nonsense; like life. and i love it. A good piece. I don't upload vent art here but im definitely struggling with giving deeper meaning to them, so i hope i can achieve something like this one day.

im not sure if i interpreted this piece the way you meant it to be, but that's what i saw.

basically, its just showing how hard i push myself towards things so much. i definitely don't see the little things and i try to push myself so hard to make things... different. i worry so much about trying to impress a crowd, to impress strangers, to where it just obviously feels... feels dooky. its numbing cause of how used i am to it, to constantly feeling like my art isn't good enough for people to care, or to give attention to unless it was something pertaining to their interest. to where i feel like im looking at myself in the mirror, trying to change everything about me, while wondering what went wrong with myself, feeling like it's already too late to be a better artist.

where i feel like i haven't achieved something in life- where i try to find a billion ways to get exposure, to get well known, cause i always feel like i HAVE to be well known- that i have to leave a legacy. do i want to leave a legacy? yes. how will i leave that legacy? i'll never know.

and there's really nothing special about the art- it was just me venting out my emotions by splashing random colors everywhere and making everything all moody and stuff

and with the added stress of collegework and just- everything hurting it's.. it's a lot to handle.

but thank u. am glad you love it ngjrh

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