Take all the time you need, I hope you find your inner peace soon

I can relate only too well.
Hope you'll get better.

As someone who's never known "me", I can relate to this quite a bit.
Would never say my core is rotten, as regardless of my failures I know who or what I am not.
In the end, it is indeed a mental state, but don't ever think you have to deal with it by yourself due to the self-doubt. You're in a society, people are here to help and support. You just have to find the right people.

Thank you for sharing. For what it is worth, you are not alone. Not in the world, not in your issues. Here's hoping things get better.

I just starting to "rebuild" myself. I feel the same way so many years now and I don't know that it's a "real feeling". I was so angry to myself feeling this way. I'am still angry but feel a little happy to read this. Good work. Thank you for makeing it!

Thank you for writing it out.
Specially the part of...not needing or wanting to talk about it. It's not helping, and I don't want people to feel bad when they try to help and it doesn't work.
So, yeah. Feel you there.

Been there, done that, kept trudging on. Got tired at times, wanted to quit, kept going. Eventually I found the light for my own core (I refer to mine as my beast) to be happy and refreshed. This world is tiresome but now I just stay a burning fire. Thank you for sharing your 'bad state', though. I'm sure it'll help others to relate too. I hope everyone finds their footing.

Jak bym widział częściowo siebie, u mnie jest spore poczucie bezużyteczności i spora nie chęć do ludzi w moim otoczeniu, często z wzajemność gdy już na kogoś wybuchnę jak nie chce się odkleić ode mnie.

PS: Świetny szkic, uwielbiam twoją kreskę *hug*

I feel this on a very deep level. This year has been a mess for everyone and it hasn't made getting my own core straightened out any easier.
Hang in there.

as much as this is quite a clever turnaround comment, i have to admonish you about something. mental health, when in bad condition is a very fragile thing and on another day this comment would probably make me feel a lot worse than it did today. let me explain it shortly.

a dog is far less complicated creature than a person and most of the time being around and joyful is not enough to solve a problem. not every dog is therapeutic and as much as i love him as a pet, he is part of some deep problems i have. my dog is on its own therapy and i am alone in making him do better, sacrificing parts of myself to do so, if i may. dogs are different than humans and every dog is different from another. as much as i appreciate the gesture before you write such a comment in the future, please make sure you know what the person stands on and if it's safe.

i'm sorry if this offends you (or anyone reading this) in any way, but wrong advice can do more harm than no advice.

no one can keeps attitude always on the peaceful baseline,unless he/she is dead or a robot.
I believe in the circle of adjustment,take your time

I feel you. I really do. This is the same stuff I go through on a daily basis.