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What's up Spidewy Watchers (Who are still alive)
I kinda vanished from FA for.. now maybe 2 or 3 months.
Many reasons appeared and caused me to be kinda "missing". (Maybe I'm doing false dramatic announcement again, I know that's stupid from me)
To be honest, I felt like I didn't have to deal with FA and the furry fandom anymore: I don't even submit furry stuff and I kinda abandonned my furry projects that I maybe have promised many years ago.
I felt like I wasn't in the family anymore but don't get me wrong: I still respect the fandom, and I still want to try to draw my fursonas BUT I feel like a barrier or somesort avoids me to create fursona or references.
This barrier is due to my obsessions and my frustration to always create/draw fursonas or creatures that ARE really (and when I say "really" it means 'REALLY") original.
When it comes to furry (not only but it's more here than my others "styles"), I have this real pressure that always put me and force me to question myself about "is it original?" "Is my work good enough?" "Is people even care of if it's original or not?".
And I still have this pressure for furries and feral creatures even if this "fear" or obsession is kinda less "destroying" my mind than when I create human OC's.
The second main reasons that caused my absence is that during the french lockdown, my stuff was breaking one by one: My main CPU died after I've changed the video card (I think that I even lost all of my work on it..), my headphones died (not important but still important to me everyday) and one of the worst: My Pen tablet died!!!!!
All of this heck happened during a long depression phase caused by the lockdown s*it and because of a break-up so it didn't help my mental health and my feelings at all!
By luck and by a lot of patience; I'll finally repair my stuff: I'll receive a new CPU that I HOPE it's not a scamm, and I'm about to buy a whole new and pro Pen Tablet to get rid off my old small square Intuos.
(Yup I am about to change a small thing to a BIG A*s Huion !)
By the way; the last reason that I didn't submit anything here is that: I almost forget this site.
Yeah I know that it's look like I am a b*ch saying it but I really didn't remembered that I used to share my drawings here, too.
To be precise:My main CPU died and I was forced to use my laptop (which I hate because it can't turn any software without be slow,boring. And it can't even run a simple game), all of my "art" account were in this but since my mother gave me her old CPU to help me waiting for my new one to get home, I transmitted almost all of my art account on her CPU except only one that is FurAffinity. ^^'
I'll submit some .. 10 or 15 new drawings that I've made (not furry related but it's okay, I guess?) recently thanks to my mother's pen tablet that she temporary gave me too, and I'll hope that I'll be able to restart drawing furry,fursona etc.
Now, back to the drawing.
Been a while that I didn't submitted anything related to my OC Lyne Fate but it doesn't mean that I dont like her anymore!
I really like to draw her and especially when it's vacations/sunny days themed.
Lyne Fate's one of the only OCs that is playful,curious.. meh yes she's also a little thief,brat and vicious but she's so joyful and full of life.
Edit and OC: Me
Base by: https://www.deviantart.com/nataliel.....Base-344412324
I kinda vanished from FA for.. now maybe 2 or 3 months.
Many reasons appeared and caused me to be kinda "missing". (Maybe I'm doing false dramatic announcement again, I know that's stupid from me)
To be honest, I felt like I didn't have to deal with FA and the furry fandom anymore: I don't even submit furry stuff and I kinda abandonned my furry projects that I maybe have promised many years ago.
I felt like I wasn't in the family anymore but don't get me wrong: I still respect the fandom, and I still want to try to draw my fursonas BUT I feel like a barrier or somesort avoids me to create fursona or references.
This barrier is due to my obsessions and my frustration to always create/draw fursonas or creatures that ARE really (and when I say "really" it means 'REALLY") original.
When it comes to furry (not only but it's more here than my others "styles"), I have this real pressure that always put me and force me to question myself about "is it original?" "Is my work good enough?" "Is people even care of if it's original or not?".
And I still have this pressure for furries and feral creatures even if this "fear" or obsession is kinda less "destroying" my mind than when I create human OC's.
The second main reasons that caused my absence is that during the french lockdown, my stuff was breaking one by one: My main CPU died after I've changed the video card (I think that I even lost all of my work on it..), my headphones died (not important but still important to me everyday) and one of the worst: My Pen tablet died!!!!!
All of this heck happened during a long depression phase caused by the lockdown s*it and because of a break-up so it didn't help my mental health and my feelings at all!
By luck and by a lot of patience; I'll finally repair my stuff: I'll receive a new CPU that I HOPE it's not a scamm, and I'm about to buy a whole new and pro Pen Tablet to get rid off my old small square Intuos.
(Yup I am about to change a small thing to a BIG A*s Huion !)
By the way; the last reason that I didn't submit anything here is that: I almost forget this site.
Yeah I know that it's look like I am a b*ch saying it but I really didn't remembered that I used to share my drawings here, too.
To be precise:My main CPU died and I was forced to use my laptop (which I hate because it can't turn any software without be slow,boring. And it can't even run a simple game), all of my "art" account were in this but since my mother gave me her old CPU to help me waiting for my new one to get home, I transmitted almost all of my art account on her CPU except only one that is FurAffinity. ^^'
I'll submit some .. 10 or 15 new drawings that I've made (not furry related but it's okay, I guess?) recently thanks to my mother's pen tablet that she temporary gave me too, and I'll hope that I'll be able to restart drawing furry,fursona etc.
Now, back to the drawing.
Been a while that I didn't submitted anything related to my OC Lyne Fate but it doesn't mean that I dont like her anymore!
I really like to draw her and especially when it's vacations/sunny days themed.
Lyne Fate's one of the only OCs that is playful,curious.. meh yes she's also a little thief,brat and vicious but she's so joyful and full of life.
Edit and OC: Me
Base by: https://www.deviantart.com/nataliel.....Base-344412324
Category Artwork (Digital) / Anime
Species Vulpine (Other)
Size 817 x 1280px
File Size 170.2 kB
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