Woven together in sadness.
But I really don't care.
Your just like me, I don't want to talk to you.
I want someone less significant to care.
Someone stupid who will never understand.
Because deep down inside Im cold.
Not completely cold, just very one sided.
It bothers me how much I hate and never want to talk to any of you.
But I still pretend.
Because it's normal.
Because it's nice.
Tell me you think I'm pretty, I hate it.
Be flirty, it disgusts me.
But I'll never tell you.
I don't want you to know my heart is like ice.
So lets just move on to the next subject.
and let me respond in short words, hiding my
screaming mind that shouts go away.
I don't believe you could ever care like I care.
So just keep talking about these feelings you have.
Because I'll humor you.
But I don't actually believe you hold the power of these emotions.
I don't like you.
I don't like any of you.