New Alter/OC Eskon
New personal OC "Eskon" ((who is also a night active version of my Alter Wyntair, but more..... lion than wolf and girl. The one thing "we all" learned from a very young age not being able to really "talk" about "our/my" #DissociativeIdentityDisorder with anyone, was "well fine then, we'll just exist on the plane where none of you assholes can see us" and with that "since we're 'in here' we can look like, be, whatever and however we want!" Which occasionally led to, "oh crap... what happened to 'so n so....' and who exactly are you?" if traits changed too much suddenly leading to the collapse of one alter and the instantaneous formation of another. I haven't exactly heard of a "Dissociative Identity Disorder Tutoring Program" on how to deal with all of this growing up :P (I say this playfully for the errors in our youth of creation and accidentally deconstructing so many of... "us" over the years.)
What I will say is this: If you are experiencing a mental crisis of any kind, be it the start or onset of crippling anxiety, or the slow or sometimes abrupt ledge of depression, or any other "non-neurotypical" feelings, seek help. It's absolutely OK. YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS VALID. Sometimes, it can be solved with simple dietary changes, sometimes it has to be a complete re-working of your reality as you currently understand it.
ALL THESE LEVELS and everything beyond and in between are completely ok. Don't hide like I did until I was 30 until I reached out and got help.
((also enjoy some art! Critiques welcome!))
-Informational Links:
International Society for Traumatic Stress Studies
https://www.istss.org/
-Psychology Today:
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us
(has a "find a therapist" button"
What I will say is this: If you are experiencing a mental crisis of any kind, be it the start or onset of crippling anxiety, or the slow or sometimes abrupt ledge of depression, or any other "non-neurotypical" feelings, seek help. It's absolutely OK. YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS VALID. Sometimes, it can be solved with simple dietary changes, sometimes it has to be a complete re-working of your reality as you currently understand it.
ALL THESE LEVELS and everything beyond and in between are completely ok. Don't hide like I did until I was 30 until I reached out and got help.
((also enjoy some art! Critiques welcome!))
-Informational Links:
International Society for Traumatic Stress Studies
https://www.istss.org/
-Psychology Today:
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us
(has a "find a therapist" button"
Category All / All
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haa haa yah, Eskon is like the "Hyper Masculine" but also SOFT masculinity, he doesn't take shit from no one, but he does it in a way that seems to call people out on their shit in a way that they can handle it. Or that's at least his/my/our goal.
DiD is very Trauma based, and the fact that you haven't "thought" to do so is an entirely GOOD thing IMO. While living in a DiD system can be incredibly efficient as each one of "us" runs specific "programs" when we are in the "Front" and running the show. So we can be very good at multiple skills, tasks, movements for sports, etc, but we have a hard time sometimes being a people. It's a trade off for sure sometimes XD
DiD is very Trauma based, and the fact that you haven't "thought" to do so is an entirely GOOD thing IMO. While living in a DiD system can be incredibly efficient as each one of "us" runs specific "programs" when we are in the "Front" and running the show. So we can be very good at multiple skills, tasks, movements for sports, etc, but we have a hard time sometimes being a people. It's a trade off for sure sometimes XD
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