Back, but who knows for how long again gees i suck >.>
Things in life just kicking me down as usual, things not working to plan making me feel like a bigger failure than i already know i am, drawing is all i know.. So i gotta do something with it..
Welp as it says im still alive.

Really debating on reopening my patreon with mostly higher tiered rewards, cause in all honestly im struggling.. really bad with everything i do.. i cant even find a fucking job and i do have shit to pay i just suck.. Sorry im not meaning to get super down about all this over again, but thats just how it is.. Im open to suggestions..
Been debating on taking 100$ with decently detailed backgrounds or something, totally open to suggestions and stuff. Would plan on finishing them asap as well like withint the first week or 2 of getting them.. hmmmmmmmmm cause if i could make a certain amount every week, id be good, especially if i could finish one a day.. hmmmmmmmmmmmm………………………………………………… but if i open patreon.. Id be doing the same thing except it would be first come first serve patreon special shit and all >.> hmmmmmmmmm………………………….

Lemme know what you think i guess, sorry im really doubting my self worth right now…

Ahhhh idk im rambling trying to figure this out x.x
Hopefully everyone Is happy to see me or my art or something ;u;