It was a different feeling, it didn't fill me, I wasn't full to the brim with emotion.
It was a sensation that drained me of every little small bit of energy I had.
It wasn't sadness nor negativity, it was emptiness.
The day was spent hardly moving, the tick of the fan behind me the only thing keeping me aware of time passing.
It wasn't that I didn't know what to do, it was that I couldn't bring myself to find a reason to move, a reason to eat.
Coffee gave me the barest amount of energy I needed to move, but it was all that I could manage to bring myself to do.
It wasn't fresh or even a ground, I could only drop a packet of instant coffee into my cup and stare for minutes before I eventually began to drink something I couldn't taste.
The days past, my eyes darkened, skin paled, I wasn't sure when it would end, even years later I'm not sure if I'll know what to do with myself any longer. 
Designed by Adalee
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Arachnid
Size 1088 x 1280px
File Size 80.4 kB
FA+

Comments