In My Defence ~
In my defence what is there to say
All the mistakes we made must be faced today
It's not easy now knowing where to start
While the world we love tears itself apart
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
For just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
In my defence what is there to say
We destroy the love, it's our way
We never listen enough, never face the truth
Then like a passing song, love is here and then it's gone
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
For just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
I'm just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
Caught in between, with a fading dream
Caught in between, with a fading dream
Oh what on earth, oh what on earth
How do I try, do we live or die
Oh help me God, please help me
Freddy Mercury
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Been thinking a lot of my fallen friend, Gordare. On the 15th, it'll be 11 years since I lost my best friend. Sometimes I feel like i've been left alone on this planet, almost abandoned, I would have done anything to have just heard his voice one more time. Have one of our silly chats about the Lion King. About our day...about anything. I'd give up everything to just have him back in my life. I know we were an ocean apart, but he helped me open a door to my heart where I thought I was just this cold, heartless lion. He took my heart and made sure it was safe, we weren't lovers though.
He was my best friend, my everything. We fell out at times, because we butted heads now and then. We were both filled with stubborn pride, in and out of RP. But as soon as he learned of my accident on the bike, he made sure I was laughing. Made sure I was happy, safe. Then 24 hours later, he had his own accident...and passed away. He's always been so selfless, caring more for others than himself. Why he cared so much about me? I'll never know.
I miss him. I miss Gordare. My Gordare. My best friend.
I hope wherever you are, if you are still here with me, watching me, I hope you know, for all my mistakes made...i'm sorry.
All the mistakes we made must be faced today
It's not easy now knowing where to start
While the world we love tears itself apart
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
For just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
In my defence what is there to say
We destroy the love, it's our way
We never listen enough, never face the truth
Then like a passing song, love is here and then it's gone
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
For just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
I'm just a singer with a song
How can I try to right the wrong
I'm just a singer with a melody
I'm caught in between, with a fading dream
Caught in between, with a fading dream
Caught in between, with a fading dream
Oh what on earth, oh what on earth
How do I try, do we live or die
Oh help me God, please help me
Freddy Mercury
---
Been thinking a lot of my fallen friend, Gordare. On the 15th, it'll be 11 years since I lost my best friend. Sometimes I feel like i've been left alone on this planet, almost abandoned, I would have done anything to have just heard his voice one more time. Have one of our silly chats about the Lion King. About our day...about anything. I'd give up everything to just have him back in my life. I know we were an ocean apart, but he helped me open a door to my heart where I thought I was just this cold, heartless lion. He took my heart and made sure it was safe, we weren't lovers though.
He was my best friend, my everything. We fell out at times, because we butted heads now and then. We were both filled with stubborn pride, in and out of RP. But as soon as he learned of my accident on the bike, he made sure I was laughing. Made sure I was happy, safe. Then 24 hours later, he had his own accident...and passed away. He's always been so selfless, caring more for others than himself. Why he cared so much about me? I'll never know.
I miss him. I miss Gordare. My Gordare. My best friend.
I hope wherever you are, if you are still here with me, watching me, I hope you know, for all my mistakes made...i'm sorry.
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