I don't know if I can handle such weighty revelations.

Why do you think you can't handle it?

Lack of self confidence?

Believe me, I had absolutely no self confidence before, that was the reason why I was clingy and jealous. I hated myself and I had no trust in myself or in other people and I thought if people would know my real me, everyone would hate me as well and so on. xD I would have never thought it would change so much inside of me, but it kinda just happened...

If I have a good day and am not worried about a bad trip I'll try some shrooms and get back to you about my experience.

Sounds good! ^^

I was sharing love even before shrooms :)

I grew up in a very materialistic environment, so it was very new for me...