I've *got* to try psychadelics. Am just so afraid of bad trips. My normal anxiety hurts bad enough ;3;

You need an experienced friend you can trust. Try only a small amount of weed, don't use artificial ones! Remember, you can't die from weed alone.

Ohh I meant shrooms or acid. Weed is already my drug of choice.

Shrooms I tried twice in my life, with a friend. First time I was able to talk to the Mushroom Princess, second time I became an infinite fertile land (and an ocean. and space). Also, it made me believe I had become dependent on drugs for life. Frankly, we never ever touched that thing since.
At least I've never had hallucinations.

If you're suffering from anxiety, you should do it with a close friend who takes care of you while you're doing it, because you could get a panic attack and then there is someone who can soothe you in case you're feeling insecure, and only a small dose. I was also suffering from depression and anxiety when I was taking it for the first time, but for me, it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I tried so many therapies before, but none of them helped me. It was very freeing because the psychedelic experiences helped me to let go of my judgemental mind. But maybe it's very individual and not for everyone. Maybe it can also trigger subconscious traumas or psychosises. You know yourself the best!

Psilocybin creates the same effect in the mind that deep meditation does.
They can certainly bring up old issues, but they will help you work through them. If anything, you're suffering more now than they would cause you to, since they just help us to reflect upon ourselves to a greater degree. We examine ourselves more deeply with their aid.
There are many, many studies that indicate that Psilocybin actually lowers anxiety and decreases depression, even with just a one-time usage.
In fact, many institutions invest much research into using Psilocybin to treat anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and PTSD.
I recommend Mushrooms to all life-forms. Just my two cents, since you brought it up.

And as an interesting side-note, my experiences with many Scriptures have been exponential compared to what Psilocybin offers, though I still value Mushrooms very much.

Also that tree isn't very angular. x3

The tree is inside a window to the material world, it would only be angular in the astral realm xD

Ah, I see~ never been particularly excited about angles but I'm glad you found a place that's nice for you x3