big.. random... mushy ramble gonna be below sorry
i was listening to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1l9zJd8ULA the whole time i was drawing this im [clenches my fist]

this is?? a kind of. idk Thanks for being there for me and helping me so much these past years to soberDOGS

shelby has honestly been one of the most loyal, loving, and amazing person i have ever met. she's always been there for me in really tough parts of my life; either just letting me call her or she lets me come to her to ramble about anything and everything, or just talking, shes just there? shes always there.
i think we've only been close friends for.... two? three years? but god does it feel like so much longer. sometimes ill be sitting at my computer or smth and ill remember i have the most amazing person in my life and ill get overwhelmed with so much appreciation and happiness that ill??? fucking cry? ill cry in front of everyone and i usually keep that in but its a good cry because god. i feel so lucky. im so happy to have such an amazing friend

i really do not know where id be without shelby. i have absolutely no clue... but i try not to think about it much cause god thats fucking scary huh

im so so lucky to have you in my life, ive never been this comfortable with someone ever and it feels great having someone like that. its absolutely amazing.

thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.