You think it's a waste, don't you? All this time, all this effort, and I still can't master something as simple as a face. I betrayed the word for this. I did, you know.

Should I try to go back? I feel so lost, so alone, these days. Try as I might I can't seem to turn this spark of talent into something more than what it's always been...a broken reflection of self expression, a pale and crooked simulacrum of something I swore words couldn't describe either back when I started.

Guess I'll sleep on it, it's late after all. What kind of loser f*cko muses to a blank white space at 3 am on a Friday anyway, right?

I believe your art became a reflection of much more then you may realize. Your simplistic yet complex art has really spoken to me. At the strangest times. Please don't give up ever, you have a talent. FA tends to find porno over deep works of art or works of art period, I'm sure you will find your place. sll the best to you.