Loss is a sad thing losing grandparents, losing pets, losing friends, and losing time. Days pass on like nothings happened and when things are all said and done, nothings changes, still the same daily routine same conversations same everything but you always feel like somethings gone, missing, or just not right, yet the days just pass on.

Over theses past 3 years i've lost many friends them just not wanting to talk to me or went to a different school and didn't keep in contact or flat out just acted like i never existed...my first friend did that act like i never exsisted it was sad but yet i wasn't mad at him I'm weird i know that...but i throw my heart into any friendship i ever have i'll defend them to the end...even if they choose to act like i never existed or treat me like crap, my grandpa from my dads side past away, didn't know him that well he made me feel very awkward but he still was a nice person, same with my grandma from my moms side but i knew her better we would go out to see her every year...and know we won't, before all of that i lost my two cats they were my true friends at that time...I miss ya Spottie and Rainbow you were the best cat bros. Time, times everywhere yet nowhere i lose so much of it, spacing out and forgetting to do things. Yet I'm still here. and I'll always be here for my friends. no matter what. sorry for the vent rant.