My mind went into a state of panic on Wednesday after I got a bed grade on a pretest I studied for, it felt like I could try harder and it wouldn't make a distance. Then from there my worries just rushed in, The situation may be the same in my Psychology class, and there I have an exam next Monday. I don't know if I'll even be able to cram for it because of my work schedule. And that just led to me remembering how my families college funds for me could run dry soon, and I should get scholarships to keep me afloat, but I've been having difficulty getting them from the school. This entire overflow that hit me made me feel like was gonna crash, burn, and die. However, it lost it at the end of the day.
However, it wasn't gone the next morning. Granted I've tried to do things about it like call up the school for my transcripts, but I still feel like I haven't done enough. Looking at this throws another wrench at me too because read the bible more, it calms me down and reminds me of something I forget a lot. God's there for me and he wants to help me.
I'm not gonna give up because I know he's got a plan for me and I want to see it through. I'm gonna keep going, and I'm gonna try and overcome what's been thrown at me.
If you excuse me, I should go study.

(BTW, that's a giant "F" coming through the door)