just a little sketch
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do you ever just feel so inadiquate that no matter how long or how hard you try your work never pays off? this is the life of an artist, this is what it feels like every single day and whats worse is that people bring you down and make you feel worse about yourself, dragging you through the coals and telling you youre not good enough. After a certain amount of time you start believing it...i feel this every single day of my life. My art will never be good enough, my dreams are too big and no matter how hard i try no one will ever want my work. I live this day in and day out and my anxiety and depression only make it worse. I hate my work every time i pick up a pencil or my tablet and no matter how many fake "I love it" or faves i get it never makes me feel better. No matter how many people say "I could never do that" it wont change how i feel. Ill always hate my art, but i keep punishing myself by putting it out there and going to art school in the futile attempts that ill go somewhere with my art.