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Emotional changes are a tricky subject.
Your a human being, you've already felt all your emotions, but most MtF are used to living life suppressing what they feel, you still feel it, you just process them differently, but hormones. Those make your base emotions a tad stronger so they bleed into others more easily, so the way you proccess them will shift in ways you might not be prepared for.
It could take a month or it could take a year, it honestly only depends on how much you let yourself feel.
I remember one time I was okay, and then i ended up breaking down at work because i hated being transgender and it was just hard to process my entire life, or just crying my eyes out cause a kitten was too adorable. But those are only the extremes that happen when you don't allow yourself to feel, I'm guessing you however would be more aware of yourself and let yourself feel what your supposed too.
If anything people would notice you are more emotionally open, but nothing too obvious. Starting hormones leaves you with a feeling of relief followed by finally doing some thing about you feel about your body, just understand that things wont happen overnight, otherwise you will hit a depression super fast, just take things one day at a time, you will want to explode with self expression, that's okay, it honestly is, but just learn to be more self aware, since you aren't the one transitioning alone, everyone else is also transitioning along with you, getting used to some one who is breaking everything they know about the gender binary is hard, so if some one calls your by male pronouns don't take it as an attack towards yourself, its hard on them too, changing names, seeing the beautiful woman in front of them, its hard for people to transition to new things, just understand where they come from, that will however be the hardest for you to emotionally adjust too.
Your a human being, you've already felt all your emotions, but most MtF are used to living life suppressing what they feel, you still feel it, you just process them differently, but hormones. Those make your base emotions a tad stronger so they bleed into others more easily, so the way you proccess them will shift in ways you might not be prepared for.
It could take a month or it could take a year, it honestly only depends on how much you let yourself feel.
I remember one time I was okay, and then i ended up breaking down at work because i hated being transgender and it was just hard to process my entire life, or just crying my eyes out cause a kitten was too adorable. But those are only the extremes that happen when you don't allow yourself to feel, I'm guessing you however would be more aware of yourself and let yourself feel what your supposed too.
If anything people would notice you are more emotionally open, but nothing too obvious. Starting hormones leaves you with a feeling of relief followed by finally doing some thing about you feel about your body, just understand that things wont happen overnight, otherwise you will hit a depression super fast, just take things one day at a time, you will want to explode with self expression, that's okay, it honestly is, but just learn to be more self aware, since you aren't the one transitioning alone, everyone else is also transitioning along with you, getting used to some one who is breaking everything they know about the gender binary is hard, so if some one calls your by male pronouns don't take it as an attack towards yourself, its hard on them too, changing names, seeing the beautiful woman in front of them, its hard for people to transition to new things, just understand where they come from, that will however be the hardest for you to emotionally adjust too.
I won't be presenting as female right away. I'm gonna have to move out of my parents' house, first. So male pronouns aren't an issue at the moment.
But as for the emotional stuff, I'm already pretty emotional as it is. And I'm not afraid of showing emotion, either, so I'd imagine I'm going to let myself feel just about anything. I just hope it's soon.
But as for the emotional stuff, I'm already pretty emotional as it is. And I'm not afraid of showing emotion, either, so I'd imagine I'm going to let myself feel just about anything. I just hope it's soon.
Just know when to reign yourself in, cause its the people who know your transgender, and know what you prefer, that will mess up, those are the people who will feel like they hurt you the most, so just give them the most understanding you can imagine possible.
That is very good also I knew you would be, but just try and know that it wont happen as soon as you wish, and some times, after it hits it will feel way too soon and you will be confused and lost. Having a good support system is key, and I'm sure you already have one of those too.
Ill be here if you ever need to ask a question or two, it doesn't matter how strange you might think it is, trust me, I know all of it, and I'm pretty open about what i learned through my experiences of making all the mistakes most trans women do.
That is very good also I knew you would be, but just try and know that it wont happen as soon as you wish, and some times, after it hits it will feel way too soon and you will be confused and lost. Having a good support system is key, and I'm sure you already have one of those too.
Ill be here if you ever need to ask a question or two, it doesn't matter how strange you might think it is, trust me, I know all of it, and I'm pretty open about what i learned through my experiences of making all the mistakes most trans women do.
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