together with my friend Rekka we were at a planetarium where the person who told us about the universe said that we all are made of stardust and the fact that we're made of something so beautiful amazes me.

I'm trying to deal with a lot of stress recently, additionally I'm struggling with an art block lol
talked with my parents about some stuff that freaks me out and about my depressions. I still didn't have the guts to tell my ma about my anxiety, but yea. I'll try to get a therapist after I'm done with school.

next week start my finals and I still haven't studied or anything. I still have no job nor do I know if I'll be able to go to the university.
let's see. maybe soon I'll be a jobless hobo idek.