Elodia Alor by  betsy, who made me super cute and made me want to braid my hair and put a cute ribbon in it IRL.

For those not in the know, I'm currently exploring multiple sides of myself as of late, and one of those sides is Elodia Alor, or "The Musician". The side of me that's more gentle, more capable of music and expression, but less passionate than my other side, The Huntress, or Vedia Lupae.

I'm imagining myself more and more as a little girl and the kind of girl I would be; Elodia is a good girl, one that does what she's supposed to, but also has a big heart and will help anyone she can if she sees a chance. Personally, I was a D.A.R.E. kid, grew up on the anti-drug propaganda, and stayed away from all kinds of drugs -- especially alcohol, thanks to the actions of my alcoholic father.

I have many sides, really, that I am trying to give names to, and masks in order to nurture the elements from them that I want for myself. There is The Musician, The Huntress, The Kitsune, and The Wolf as main selves for the moment. I feel a bit in flux as I'm trying to sort my selves out, and am trying to figure out what I want to do and be in my life, but lately I've felt like I made vast strides. I have a better sense of what I want to do with the time I have left on this planet.