UST by chocolatte
voice by me

translation
Concealing,
watching,
connected,
mine?
(Modest)
notice me
notice me

Stress builds up because you don’t notice me.
It’s kind of painful
Every time it hurts I shouldn’t think “I’m no good”
(You’re over exaggerating the pain…!)

Temporary fixes won’t solve anything
They won’t stop these throbbing impulses
I ignore these chains from hell from dragging me down,
So I can avoid thinking about the future…
Lose at first tight,
coming together
smitten, lovestuck
I’m sorry
for being so weak
up until now,
truly

Soon, it’ll be too painful to see. I gently remember
What goes up must come down, unfinished promise
(Wait. That’s too frightening…!)

Thinking about spending time
Tomorrow with you, laughing with you
I’m unable to tell you the truth
So that the end may be delayed

How long,
do I have to progress so painfully slow…?
How long,
Do I have to act the part until this “love” comes true?

Temporary fixes won’t solve anything
I trust in the rules of love,
Through my nerves pretentiously get in the way
I want to place my head up against yours

Until our heads are numb and throbbing,
“I want to know what you think!”
As I make the trek back home,
I was so glad that I felt your kindness!!
I was so glad.

The fun
memories
we’ve made
have stopped
Why
Was I born?
hat’s because…

?